i must say i was pretty moody yesterday and sorry to the people i talked to while being moody because i was nothing but moody. the workload and my tendency to worry a lot sometimes are driving me crazy and barking parents add on to that stress level. therefore i think that if i didnt go for that 2 days medentry. i would seriously wither in my house hahahaha! i'll definitely be happy when school things are taken off my mind for a while (: so thanks a million to the people who let me know about the workshop and dragged me into it (: i made quite a few friends but definitely want more time to socialize! i think i havent picked on random pple for ages but being able to do that was extremely fun too! ahhaha and of course i learnt a lot xD the mock test went pretty badly though xD

a lot of things have changed since last year, including the fact that i can't just sit around and wait for next year but to make it happen. that means self-sacrifice and self-control! i think holidays tend to make me confused about what i really want to do and how much time i have in reality. im sure that if i give my best to the IB i'll be very very happy at the end of the year. whatever happens then is up to God.

i wish id shut up. sometimes xD