:( how? piano exam done! i thought it was pretty disppointing. i did better in the warm up room that in the actual auditorium. rararrar. all i can do now is wait for my results! earliest fridayyy. hmhmhmhm. life is so out of pace without the piano craze. both sad and bored and a tiny bit happy.

thanks a million to all those who were there at my sch piano recital today!!! my bach and mozart were a little shaky, but the chopin and debussy was pretty good (: i had to use the keyboard so the amp that came with it covered up many of my mistakes. but then the fortissimo wasnt reached due to amp volume limitations. I guess from the audience reaction my intensity was there and many were impressed. I managed to encourage lots of donations and hopefully this will come to great help for the Brisbane family with a child diagnosed with Muscular Atrophy. Ms Voznaks, teacher supervisor for the Leo's Club was there to support me, and her face was flushed with joy. There were about 30 students and staff at the recital, including Amanda, Connie, Dilshad, Erica, Emily, Justin, Amanda, Sam, Vishal, Lorenzo, Yo, Ganesh, Rory, Tim, Paul, Mr Grant, Mr Gooch, Mr Thompson, Ms music teacher and a bunch of year 10s i dont even know came to support me! rarr. so many things to say. Thanks also to Ryan and Lorenzo who help me shift the keyboard and to Connie who was my page turner and went to look for the keyboard-amp lead cord. thanks!!!!!!! x) thinking about it Im prob going to put up a xmas concert too. more cas hours!

oh no......................... ive lost my piano skills
since yesterday
this morning wasnt any better
how can i get it back? :(

(ok that is not me)

this is an addition...

after reading up on impressionism and expressionism for my piano general knowledge.

this is kinda what i feel like. i think its called expressionism.

x i discovered the 2nd pair of jeans thats getting tighter. ahh im getting fat? lolol since when does jess get fat. almost never.
that means new clothes and i think its 14 dec that i get back to spore for a month!!! yay. the"2 wks" was extended to a month. hahaaha. but that means i have to do holiday hmwk there too :/ 2 essays to write of a total 5500 words. nice.
piano exam in less than 2 wks O.O
o
time to be a nerd

just got a box of "Mozartkuglen" chocolate in 'encouragement for piano exam' hahahahahaha. my pars are so funny.
a well. each little ferrero rocher lookalike chocs has mozart's face on it hahahah.
mozart >:( im playing ur sonata in C 3 movts. its about time i ate 10 pieces of you.
i dont even know what it tastes like. "Chocolate PralineFilled with Fine Almond and Pistachio Marzipan and Coated with Layers of Milk and Dark Chocolate" didnt quite make sense.

reminds me of aud "praying to tchaikovsky" before mep exam ahahah

and oh. yday i forgot
Happy Birthday Chad!!
for 6oct
we were all wishing him hb at midnight when dawn came we forgot and what have you.

time to eeeeeattt
:/ have to wake up at 7am starting tmrw for SCHOOL omg. tired already.
and need to carry 12 beakers home sometime this crazy week for my bio prac. stick 12 branches with varying no of leaves in water and stuff. oh bio u freak

(: who gives

(: the range of cows i found hahahaha. for all the pple who like cows. mooooooo

these
days are dark and the nights are cold,
people acting like they lost their soul,
and everywhere i go i see another person like me
trying to make it all feel like home.

these
days are dark and the nights are cold,
people acting like they lost their soul,
and everybody's trying not to cry,
trying to get by,
trying not to feel out of control.

If you work hard enough,
sometimes you'll find a place that'll might just remind you of home,
and if it doesn't feel like home, you can do what I do,
just pretend you don't feel so alone.

FM, Feel Like Home