whats with my life?
usually boring bus trips, but today i met two girls whom i dont know very well and dont go to my sch to and started chatting away like never before. then saw two grammarians.

and when i get home my 3 usually extra chatty friends shuttup on me. ok they werent exactly mad at me and they had their reasons. but they dont usually shut up completely. and what am i now? a mess. im stressed or tired or sth. totally great. noone has answered my unanswered questions in those emails...

and thanks auderay for your violin youtube thing. totally relaxing

_________grazioso Ottorino Resphigi
>> "Ma che io sono, che la sono, se no un misdiagnosis?"

la città più liscia<<<
la canzone senza le parole__________
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i wonder who invented procrastination and rebellion...
thanks alot. now im lagging in so many different ways im always made to feel like a loser.
i dont think i am a loser but i am? great.
btw EINSTEIN CLEARLY DOES NOT USE SHAMPOO...THUS HIS FELLOW COMPANIONS AKA FRITZ HABER IS BALD IN A MUTUALLY UNDERSTANDABLE WAY.

die Guppy die!! my liking for biology is definitely dyyyyying due to the unreasonable racist teachr we have ........................so GAYYYY! still have to face the consequences i totally did not deserve buttttt

on a happier tone im going to do my piano AMUS in OCTOBER!!!!!! and it can count for CAS!!!!! and oh yay i have to organize this 50 pple recital, find the pple (prob anyone from sch who's willing to listen to me will be a good start), learn all the GENERAL KNOWLEDGE *immediate headache*, and fill in the freakking CAS forms.

but on the whole it will be much much more enjoyable than sitting through biology on the topic of ecology and being forced to be outspoken and 'contributing to the discussion of ecology' and 'doing all your (or my) prereading' and 'leading the damn class next lesson' under the squinty (well not really but more 'lazer') eyes of ____whose name i shall not mention here but is foreshadowed already____ and forced to count 700 mealworms (ok i did 70 and stopped...) but it is a torment and my open investigation is to research the effect of pollution in the creek behind my house at the very edge of the land where i have never set foot on because of the horse poo and well i set the research qn myself but blame it on ecology i have to do sth like taht and study the ecology of the area for a month or sth and make it so that it looks good enough to submit to the ib. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I FEEL LIKE PUKING BLOOD!
*MAJOR SIGH*
*VOMITS*
WHATEVER

someone save me!!!!!!!!!
freakking ecology + fatwitchofateacher
= the accusation of an innocent o.O" asian(s)

T.T
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i weep

moofest

hot water -- soak -- bach -- soak -- bach -- soak --mozart

moofest: moo and mooness(less)

doesnt matter who you are you can sponsor me!!!!!!!!!! do i need to put it in different languages?

40hour famine!!
hello hello.
Im doing the World Vision 40 Hour Famine in August 2007. My school friends and I are going without food/ furniture/ technology for 40 hours to raise money to help hungry kids in Laos as a part of our school - the Queensland Academies for Science, Maths and Technology. Just $40 will help feed and care for 8 children in Laos for a month! Im trying to raise $80 to feed 8 children for 2 months by not using technology for 40hours. That means not answering the phone, not using my mobile, not using my laptop etc. So please please support me by donating when you see me or online by credit card:
1) go to http://www.40hourfamine.com/ and click on "Donate Now"
2) select the 1st option - "I want to make a donation to a 40 Hour Famine participant" 3) enter my Famine book Number: 27267975-4
4) Fill in your personal and credit card details.

Thanks for your support!!
sincerely,
jessica

sadness

hihihi
grandma and uncle came and left
how sad
why is life so hard. they cant stay for longer?
grandma stayed here for 3wks. and makes me tear when she leaves.
moooomooooomoooooooooooooo
now mum is back to mum and full on study study read read piano piano cello..
omg. and the entire time my grandma and uncle were here i was worrying for the time that they would leave?
oh someone help me. why do people appear on this side of the earth and disappear? the grass overseas is always greener and i wish i'd never left singapore.
and mum's been saying how we're looking at NOT going back this december? because i've got to study all 8 weeks of hols?
omg i wld just shrivel up and die here...i dont know how. i have cousins and relatives to see....mooomoooomoooooooooooo
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