birthday! 16! jessica!
its always fun receiving numerous international birthday calls (:
and AUDREY was the 1st person!
<333

im back! last day of school tomorrow. and having spent the entire day at UQ (half in UQ library doing research) besides feeling incredibly nerdy im incredulously happy! tmrw's free dress day and christmas celebrations i think! uploading random pictures from the semiformal because im too happy

love her hair! mine's already outgrown the style. i might redo it when i get back! hmm ok back to business study :/ IB dip exams in 8 days!

oh auds! the plants here are feral and our teacher the guppy is too! reason being i think i failed that bio test! my bio is rotting and rotting and i studied plants, neglecting the rest of the year's stuff and all these random qns were on there! including qns of topics to be taught next year! what is the teacher thinking! obviously besides blaming her i also blame myself for being stupid. and so tired on the day i was falling asleep during the test! i think im having lapses of doing really bad in tests...... like my piano exam which im still waiting for results. i have a feeling its going to arrive tmrw cos it was a week ago from tmrw. O_O and i came home and was so tired just now...slept for a while. must do something will my life in shambellions ok argharhg. must make sure my life turns back to meaningful so that i can camp at orchard!!! :/ at the moment im not so close to that feat.
i hope i dont get sick too! the weather is cold since last night. gar. sniffing away :/
i shld stop sitting here like a tart and do some calculus or whatever, business revision to help me not fail everything by the end of the week.

:( how? piano exam done! i thought it was pretty disppointing. i did better in the warm up room that in the actual auditorium. rararrar. all i can do now is wait for my results! earliest fridayyy. hmhmhmhm. life is so out of pace without the piano craze. both sad and bored and a tiny bit happy.

thanks a million to all those who were there at my sch piano recital today!!! my bach and mozart were a little shaky, but the chopin and debussy was pretty good (: i had to use the keyboard so the amp that came with it covered up many of my mistakes. but then the fortissimo wasnt reached due to amp volume limitations. I guess from the audience reaction my intensity was there and many were impressed. I managed to encourage lots of donations and hopefully this will come to great help for the Brisbane family with a child diagnosed with Muscular Atrophy. Ms Voznaks, teacher supervisor for the Leo's Club was there to support me, and her face was flushed with joy. There were about 30 students and staff at the recital, including Amanda, Connie, Dilshad, Erica, Emily, Justin, Amanda, Sam, Vishal, Lorenzo, Yo, Ganesh, Rory, Tim, Paul, Mr Grant, Mr Gooch, Mr Thompson, Ms music teacher and a bunch of year 10s i dont even know came to support me! rarr. so many things to say. Thanks also to Ryan and Lorenzo who help me shift the keyboard and to Connie who was my page turner and went to look for the keyboard-amp lead cord. thanks!!!!!!! x) thinking about it Im prob going to put up a xmas concert too. more cas hours!

oh no......................... ive lost my piano skills
since yesterday
this morning wasnt any better
how can i get it back? :(

(ok that is not me)

this is an addition...

after reading up on impressionism and expressionism for my piano general knowledge.

this is kinda what i feel like. i think its called expressionism.

x i discovered the 2nd pair of jeans thats getting tighter. ahh im getting fat? lolol since when does jess get fat. almost never.
that means new clothes and i think its 14 dec that i get back to spore for a month!!! yay. the"2 wks" was extended to a month. hahaaha. but that means i have to do holiday hmwk there too :/ 2 essays to write of a total 5500 words. nice.
piano exam in less than 2 wks O.O
o
time to be a nerd

just got a box of "Mozartkuglen" chocolate in 'encouragement for piano exam' hahahahahaha. my pars are so funny.
a well. each little ferrero rocher lookalike chocs has mozart's face on it hahahah.
mozart >:( im playing ur sonata in C 3 movts. its about time i ate 10 pieces of you.
i dont even know what it tastes like. "Chocolate PralineFilled with Fine Almond and Pistachio Marzipan and Coated with Layers of Milk and Dark Chocolate" didnt quite make sense.

reminds me of aud "praying to tchaikovsky" before mep exam ahahah

and oh. yday i forgot
Happy Birthday Chad!!
for 6oct
we were all wishing him hb at midnight when dawn came we forgot and what have you.

time to eeeeeattt
:/ have to wake up at 7am starting tmrw for SCHOOL omg. tired already.
and need to carry 12 beakers home sometime this crazy week for my bio prac. stick 12 branches with varying no of leaves in water and stuff. oh bio u freak

(: who gives

(: the range of cows i found hahahaha. for all the pple who like cows. mooooooo

these
days are dark and the nights are cold,
people acting like they lost their soul,
and everywhere i go i see another person like me
trying to make it all feel like home.

these
days are dark and the nights are cold,
people acting like they lost their soul,
and everybody's trying not to cry,
trying to get by,
trying not to feel out of control.

If you work hard enough,
sometimes you'll find a place that'll might just remind you of home,
and if it doesn't feel like home, you can do what I do,
just pretend you don't feel so alone.

FM, Feel Like Home

(: 张震岳 MV -- 《思念是一种病》

love this song i saw on a taiwanese channel. haha. O.O since when i liked chinese songs haha. this one isn't too bad though. title means...missing you is a type of illness? hahhahah

and IM STILL COMING BACK TO S'PORE IN DECEMBER!! haha <33

heyheyheyheyhey

no more exams! haha. 3 more days of school and a tonne of pple to meet on the hols. not to mention...study xP haha i feel freee even though maths and bio have been killer. lalala~i want to go shopping. and....

IM GOING BACK TO SPORE IN DECEMBER!!

too happy to do anything. at home at the moment. lol
lalallalalalalalala :)

this is our little dinner discussion. started when dad was surprised by the fact that mum ate all the pork legs. when she doesnt usually eat a lot of meat. so here goes. mum's the pear (or going to be one if she eats so much fatty meat), dad's the upside down pear (i think his head is getting large. i may have to think of a new fruit because he does have a pot-belly), I'm the orange (justin, my brother thinks that im round and fat - thanks), justin's the cheese stick (he thinks he's a kiwi but i think he's a cheese stick. 3 yrs younger than me and taller : \ i need to grow - maybe this is why he's thinking i resemble an orange now. but noone in my family is fat...except...), grandma is the papaya (dad & i think so. her face is so indifferent as we're laughing uncontrollably at these ideas haha. i got a picture of that face. may post it some other time. she's usually the one in control but she's come to visit us so whatever we're discussing in english she has no idea (she can't speak/doesn't understand english))

and i just felt i needed an illustration to make my point haha. no really i was bored.

actually i have been dreaming a lot this weekend. Today really feels like im living in a chalet and going to have a barbecue party and of course it feels like im on holiday. wierd. i think it'll have to be the change for hotter weather this weekend. started wearing t-shirt and shorts. yay no more winter!

have a great 2 days...i think im pretty much ready for chemistry. but biology...no way. haha 36 pgs of handwritten notes to memorize and ongoing. haha. keep optimistic...

this is the result of my boredom tonight. I hope Pascal doesnt mind. seeking permission anyway.
most of it is cut out from the original (below) and the rest i filled in xP looks wobbly haha. its my fav bit out of the sketch anyway.

jess

hooray for spring! my first day in tshirt and shorts for so many months. dont really like winter. maths test was all right i guess. the papers were easy. i just cldnt do some of them : \ there's the other 2 exams for the term - chem on mond and bio on tues. rawr. trying to do some practice qns on equilibrium but i keep blogging hahaha. talk abt self control. just had lunch at home >> mcdonald's while rest of fam's gone out for proper lunch. mum wont let me go out cos all morning i have been playing piano after sleeping in till 10. haha. recently my eyelids have been swollen/puffy in the mornings and apparently its because of staring at the computer screen 24/7. i cant help it that my school's wireless and everyone has their own tablet pc. it is a really big distraction though...like now. haha. what an interesting life o.o

thanks to Pascal for his wonderful sketches. very impressive. check out the latest one... ^ up there^
interesting to know that its related to San Francisco's subway ie BART and Fantasia 2000.

~chemistry

just before i leave for my exam...

look at my 'outside' list! haha. its growing into a weird shape xD. tell me what you imagine it is eg. a human/dog etc. at the moment my imagination is not working. im just destressing for maths test later. 3 hrs. 2 papers. one with calculator. one without. ahh. my typing is getting nervous. last night i stopped revising at 11. last minute doesnt work for me anyway. its just during the term im too busy to keep practising maths...so at 11.15 last night i went to play 15 mins of piano. Mozart's sonata in C and Debussy's Romance (cello accompaniment) [Lento moderato e pensieroso]. helped a lot:D i can always rely on playing music. my other friend relies on watching anime before a test. he says shounen is good xD ive never tried. im not a person who spends long hrs watching tv or drama series or animes. haha. looking forward to watching some movies in the coming holidays though. maybe Ratatouille will be good. all right. back to some vectors. at least i shld get those 3 vector questions Mr Thompson hinted at us right :D
by the way. check out Pascal Campion and Daily dose of Imagery. very impressive. for ddoi you can suscribe to daily emails with those sensational photos comprising mainly of toronto, canada. or maybe its just me... wanting to get out of brisbane haha. i really want to go back to singapore and taiwan in the december hols and i am! yay. singapore grandmother is here this morning! dad just came back from a week in spore and grandma decided to come along! she's staying till mid november when my mum is going back for 3 months to do her teeth. how exciting haha

sleepy.bored.sweaty.hot.tired.bored.bored.bored.nervous.relief.happy!squashed.waiting.HAPPY!contented.hopeful.happy.normal.efficient.normal.shocked.anxious.relief.normal.bored.bored.bored...

this sums up my emotional changes throughout the day. TUESDAY. usually its conversations with not so everyday seen friends that brighten my day a lot.

and also Sept 11...reminds me of primary 4 when it happened.hmm...

have a great week everyone!
haha i get tmrw (wed) off school cos exam block starts tmrw and Mandarin exam is cancelled or postponed till 1st week next term! no issue for me really so i dont mind. and i get one day at home to study for my other subs lol xP so exam block really starts on thurs and we get study leave and all that..only turning up for the exam which starts at 11.15 am then leaving after it. thurs - eng (not really exam - just write and hand in draft for 1st World Lit Essay), frid - maths. crap die die die. 2 papers - one calc one non calc. 1 page (both sides) of "cheat sheet" ie notes allowed this time. lol i dont see the sch's point really.

then mond - chem. hmmm...i'd try to A this seeing how much work i put into this just this term? for the past sem i havent done much for it on a regular basis. and lastly tues - bio. oops. lots of stuff to memorize which i havent. still in the process of writing my notes : \ haha. what a slacker and im still here lol xD

~

BORED

what else can i say?

its all absolutely normal chaos....my teacher stalks me...my friend has mood swings...i get 31% in bio and 85% in chem...halo and cs pple get caught...exam blocks in 2 weeks...we ditch enviro proj for water bath thingy...pple who hate each other start going out...guy wags sch to help friend move house...i seek refuge in SAC from weird stalker teachr...i stop listening in mando classes...A+ for all mando tests...pianoing away not so much...addicted to gershwin's rhapsody in blue and The Best of Gershwin CD by Katheryn Selsby (pianist), Richard Hayman (conductor) and Slovac Symphony Orchestra.........

<3

a series of fortunate events?

xD hahahaha. the back of my head is sooo hot!

slacking.
take me away from the empty place and show me where the heart is
moooooooooooooooooooo

5.

Supposing I found myself chasing another fly ball and ran head-on into a basketball backboard, supposing I woke up once again lying under an arbor with a baseball glove under my head, what words of wisdom could this man of thirty-odd years bring himself to utter? maybe something like: This is no place for me.

This occurs to me while I'm riding the Yamanote Line. I'm standing by the door, holding on to my ticket so I won't lose it, gazing out the window at the buildings we pass. Our city, these streets, I don't know why it makes me so depressed. That old familiar gloom that befalls the city dweller, regular as due dates, cloudy as mental Jell-O. The dirty façades, the nameless gray skies, the billboards on every square centimeter of available space, the hopes and resignation, irritation and excitement. An infinity, and at the same times, zero. We try to scoop it all up in our hands, and what we get is a handful of zero. That's the city. That's when I remember what that Chinese girl said.

This was never any place I was meant to be.

I look at Tokyo and I think China.

That's how I've met my share of Chinese. I've read dozens of books on China, everything from the Annals to Red Star over China. I've wanted to find out as much about China as I could. But that China is only my China. Not any China I can read about. It's the China that sends messages just to me. It's not the big yellow expanse on the globe, it's another China. Another hypothesis, another supposition. In a sense, it's a part of myself that's been cut off by the word China.

I wander through China. Without ever having boarded a plane. My travels take place here in the Tokyo subways, in the backseat of a taxi. My adventures take me to the waiting room of the nearby dentist, to the bank teller's window. I can go everywhere and I don't go anywhere.

Tokyo - one day, as I ride the Yamanote Loop, all of a sudden this city will start to go. In a flash, the buildings will crumble. And I'll be holding my ticket, watching it all. Over the Tokyo streets will fall my China, like ash, leaching into everything it touches. Slowly, gradually, until nothing remains. No, this isn't a place for me. That is how we will lose our speech, how our dreams will turn to mist. The way our adolescence, so tedious we worried it would last forever, evaporated.

Misdiagnosis, as a psychiatrist might say, as it was with that Chinese girl. Maybe, in the end, our hopes were the wrong way around. But what am I, what are you, if not a misdiagnosis? And if so, is there a way out?

Even so, I have packed into a trunk my faithful little outfielder's pride. I sit on the stone steps by the harbor, and I wait for that slow boat to China. It is due to appear on the blank horizon. I am thinking about China, the shining roofs, the verdant fields.

Let loss and destruction come my way. They are nothing to me. I am not afraid. Any more than the clean-up batter fears the inside fastball, any more than the committed revolutionary fears the garrote. If only, if only . . .

Oh, friends, my friends, China is so far away.

- translated by Alfred Birnbaum
The Elephant Vanishes (short stories) - The Slow Boat to China
Haruki Murakami

today is 1 august. i dont know what to say.
as usual my day has a fair share of highlights and disappointments...
or is it a fair share? is it not...
however lousy my life is im trying to acheive my best from today onwards...
just that i was told i might only get a b+ for amus if i do not put in extra practice for piano.
oh god help me...
but all my nice teachers have been extremely nice to me...so maybe, not maybe, i shld work harder.

whats with my life?
usually boring bus trips, but today i met two girls whom i dont know very well and dont go to my sch to and started chatting away like never before. then saw two grammarians.

and when i get home my 3 usually extra chatty friends shuttup on me. ok they werent exactly mad at me and they had their reasons. but they dont usually shut up completely. and what am i now? a mess. im stressed or tired or sth. totally great. noone has answered my unanswered questions in those emails...

and thanks auderay for your violin youtube thing. totally relaxing

_________grazioso Ottorino Resphigi
>> "Ma che io sono, che la sono, se no un misdiagnosis?"

la città più liscia<<<
la canzone senza le parole__________
<33

i wonder who invented procrastination and rebellion...
thanks alot. now im lagging in so many different ways im always made to feel like a loser.
i dont think i am a loser but i am? great.
btw EINSTEIN CLEARLY DOES NOT USE SHAMPOO...THUS HIS FELLOW COMPANIONS AKA FRITZ HABER IS BALD IN A MUTUALLY UNDERSTANDABLE WAY.

die Guppy die!! my liking for biology is definitely dyyyyying due to the unreasonable racist teachr we have ........................so GAYYYY! still have to face the consequences i totally did not deserve buttttt

on a happier tone im going to do my piano AMUS in OCTOBER!!!!!! and it can count for CAS!!!!! and oh yay i have to organize this 50 pple recital, find the pple (prob anyone from sch who's willing to listen to me will be a good start), learn all the GENERAL KNOWLEDGE *immediate headache*, and fill in the freakking CAS forms.

but on the whole it will be much much more enjoyable than sitting through biology on the topic of ecology and being forced to be outspoken and 'contributing to the discussion of ecology' and 'doing all your (or my) prereading' and 'leading the damn class next lesson' under the squinty (well not really but more 'lazer') eyes of ____whose name i shall not mention here but is foreshadowed already____ and forced to count 700 mealworms (ok i did 70 and stopped...) but it is a torment and my open investigation is to research the effect of pollution in the creek behind my house at the very edge of the land where i have never set foot on because of the horse poo and well i set the research qn myself but blame it on ecology i have to do sth like taht and study the ecology of the area for a month or sth and make it so that it looks good enough to submit to the ib. ARHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH!

I FEEL LIKE PUKING BLOOD!
*MAJOR SIGH*
*VOMITS*
WHATEVER

someone save me!!!!!!!!!
freakking ecology + fatwitchofateacher
= the accusation of an innocent o.O" asian(s)

T.T
__________
i weep

moofest

hot water -- soak -- bach -- soak -- bach -- soak --mozart

moofest: moo and mooness(less)

doesnt matter who you are you can sponsor me!!!!!!!!!! do i need to put it in different languages?

40hour famine!!
hello hello.
Im doing the World Vision 40 Hour Famine in August 2007. My school friends and I are going without food/ furniture/ technology for 40 hours to raise money to help hungry kids in Laos as a part of our school - the Queensland Academies for Science, Maths and Technology. Just $40 will help feed and care for 8 children in Laos for a month! Im trying to raise $80 to feed 8 children for 2 months by not using technology for 40hours. That means not answering the phone, not using my mobile, not using my laptop etc. So please please support me by donating when you see me or online by credit card:
1) go to http://www.40hourfamine.com/ and click on "Donate Now"
2) select the 1st option - "I want to make a donation to a 40 Hour Famine participant" 3) enter my Famine book Number: 27267975-4
4) Fill in your personal and credit card details.

Thanks for your support!!
sincerely,
jessica

sadness

hihihi
grandma and uncle came and left
how sad
why is life so hard. they cant stay for longer?
grandma stayed here for 3wks. and makes me tear when she leaves.
moooomooooomoooooooooooooo
now mum is back to mum and full on study study read read piano piano cello..
omg. and the entire time my grandma and uncle were here i was worrying for the time that they would leave?
oh someone help me. why do people appear on this side of the earth and disappear? the grass overseas is always greener and i wish i'd never left singapore.
and mum's been saying how we're looking at NOT going back this december? because i've got to study all 8 weeks of hols?
omg i wld just shrivel up and die here...i dont know how. i have cousins and relatives to see....mooomoooomoooooooooooo
><
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<33

hallo!!finished exams~~~~so lagging at home when fam and rellies from spore go to the gold coast.........but then so boring at home
so far ive touched the piano, tablet and played games kekeke...

but utterly boring me out.
still have to study for german exam on monday. ive only really finished my major exams...
throat hurts and ulcers are still bugging me
sounds like fun
and conn's going to hongkong. hmmmm
wonder what i'll do... meet chad? hahahaha
i'll have to look for some entertainment like....studying for the next term o.O"'
maybe i'll go out with them tmrw ... get a ride in the 8seater tarago XDD

harlo to die frequent visitors vor meine blog o.O"
2 more exams to go!!
i dont think i did extremely well for any of my subjects so far.....
hopefully will get away with Bs for maths eng and chem
going to pick bro up with new toyota tarago~ pars just got it in their sticky little paws
but stinks of the tinted windows!!

bye bye

im not going to write about anything that happened since macbeth cos noone comes here anyway:(

~~o.O

*

wahhhhhhhhhh. just saw macbeth......so scaryy!! all these pple randomly killing each other and going mad and sad and tragic. oh well....i shall have my mind dwell on more pleasant thoughts - i aced my german oral!! woot~ and titration comp is saturday at UQ--- hope our 2 teams dont get owned (: my nose is so itchy now. the place where we watched the play just now must have been pretty dirty~ in the 2nd part (after the interval) i started itching on my left shoulder and back and under my neck; ok too much info. and now my nose is itchy~~~*drinks ribena* so sweet...
i hope i dont get haunted by mad people with mad actions and old english and think more about german perhaps??
Toll! Wir werde um zehn Uhr am Dienstag von der Bibliothek treffen~~~~nono...um. Wir werde am Dezember von Singapur treffen!!!

hahaha (:

tonight is so totally chaos chaos chaos and randomness!!
basically i had brain ache the entire school hours, worrying abt the stuff i havent done while slaving away for my oral>> which was over on tues!!!yesss. but then our heads were chopped off by Alcorn in English this morning when she warned us about getting expelled and banned from the IB system if we plagiarised. sigh sigh. really those who copied, or paid to copy other people's work are so stupid. but everyone was worrying about it anyway becos it would be embarrassing if the stupid people didn't remain nameless. sigh* haha. saw connie and du on the steps after that and told them my brain was hurting. Du immediately went: do you need panadol jess? i have lots of panadol in my locker. ahahahhah. really...i wasnt all THAT SERIOUS about my brain hurting......according to amanda it must have been lack of oxygen in that region as i climbed the damn hill up to our school. (this brain hurting occurs most mornings when i climb the damn hill) so i guess she MIGHT be right. but really Du, haha, you just made me laugh about my brain and panadol lol. sometimes you take things too seriously. i mean, connie just walked off and didnt care (hmmf!how dare you show a lack of concern) but she prob knew that it was a common 'jess thing'. lol

then the rest of the day was pretty boring. in CAS - robotics was getting boring as i still had brain aches and there was so much accuracy in the programming. we went all the way to endless trial and error for a turn. (program robots to move and make a square) went down to 0.995 i think. lol. then i got bored and programmed it to sing the blues scale. haha. very impressive. (programmed the applause in as well :) then we started programming for the ultrasonic sensor and the sound sensor. didnt work very well. i was figuring it on my own then because connie had taken to fixing the lego man onto the head of the robot. *glares at connie* and that was it for the school day.

took bus and stuff wasnt interesting. but walking to the busstop is always quite funny as we near the BBC school oval. amanda saw the little bbc kids and kept saying how cute they were. then we were about to cut across the oval when she made another similar comment about a passing bbc kid and tripped over the roots of a tree!!i cldnt stop laughing. so funnnnny. like those little boys are such a distraction from walking....

that reminds me about shocks and surprises (omg i have so much to type considering not having posted since the start of term): well in our TOK lecture - Ross said sth inaudible to me to Du all of a sudden and it was hilarious seeing Du jump so high from his seat in shock. omg. amanda and i were v v entertained ahaahah.

i will just moon over the good and bad highlights from yesterday myself because i will definitely get more carried away from my work like i presently am. but writing and recalling (ahh my memory) a summary of thoughts for our TOK session today is totally not fun. not like blogging is because hardly anyone reads it i think. so if you visit my blog just leave a tag. i'll be happy then

o.O
* u all
good luck you thursday-up-for-oral-slaughter pple!!
i might make it to school 8.40am in the morning to cheer connie and du on!! haha

and if anyone forgot it was NOONLING and my dad's birthday on 29April.Happy Birthday!! (that seemed like ages ago-- you know how much has happened since the weekends)

WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT WOOT!!!
im really supposed to be nerding but with a
THUNDERSTORM
outside its IMPOSSIBLE!!
omg its so lovely! you could say its literally raining howling cats & dogs but its more like nigara falls in your backyard!!
OMG IM SO HAPPY!!!!
(as long as it doesnt rain like this while i travel to and from school this week!! o.O")

but WOOT it is actually raining!!!!!!! happy happy happy, flash flash, flash lightning. MASSIVE THUNDERSTORM!!!!!!!!

o.O
*
haha my dear friends staying on north-side - im afraid you dont get this!!!!

NOOOOOO LAST DAY OF EASTER HOLIDAYS/ TERM1BREAK!!!

omg how am i supposed to face sch tmz?? sigh* at least i HAVE done sth abt boosting my social life.

noon has supported my notion of msn once in 3 days...haha. just have to see if i actually keep to my word during the term. sigh

this whole thing has been quite depressing for all academites.
but i hope we do more fun stuff like going to UQ and hopefully whatever additional tutorials and change in timetables we have it'll be ok. (looking forward to change in maths classes haha)

sussing out chad last night - ended up getting a lecture abt msn again oops!
hope to meet you next hols haha.

but i guess i expect a whole load of toughness to be decended upon my shoulders this term i dont know why but i guess now we are expected to do much better than term1 considering we know what the IB wants from us. o.O"oh no...le bacc ist sehr sehr tough - how many times must i repeat myself...

and my dreams of doing dentistry....
i was just reminded last night by connie - we have to do UMAT omgomg
i have no idea at all totally
but solve my present msn issues and i just HOPE that everything else will more or less fall in place.

omg god bless me please haha
sigh sigh sigh sigh sigh

been suffering all these casualties from my over excited dog
well at least i think its over excitedness... i must be too hot
she needs to scratch my arm and lick my hand non stop...what worship LOL

wahhh elyssa i miss you! lol <33

btwn for those that dont know im in brisbane, not melbourne :)
sigh* things have changed drastically for me since i left singapore.

its just not the same anymore.
but i still miss everyone of my friends there haha
btw are we having a class chalet again this year??!

sigh i feel like a bat - sleep sleeep sleep, suck blood, sleep sleep

lucky me managed to get abt 1ohrs of sleep each day during hols.

but stil veh veh boring!!

for some reason i dreamt of vivocity hahahahahaha

and the crowds

i love crowds.

LOL my life is so sad now...

james from mansf came over yday...pretty fun and boring

hung abt then went to mansf to play tennis. wah everyone so lousy...next court tennis coaching 2 lil kids..so harsh on them...i wonder where the coach got his horse theories from - "you can lead a horse to water but you cant make it drink" etc etc and the entire lesson he recited that over & over.....i wonder where his horse inspirations came from.

before james came i was soo shocked

RSPCA OLD MAN POPPED IN OMG!!!

he's like thereve been 5 complaints abt your dog being in a cage....wth

and he just went on and on and on

apparently here in ausland cannot put your dog in cage one...must be enclosure or chain up or let loose. my dog 6mths always run across the road cos we dont have a gate + chinese think dog in cage idea. omg damn the australian way of thinking. (even james was speculating abt the cage when he came.)

btw my bro was outside house with dog so obviously i open the door...

when pars came home we had huge lecture abt opening doors to stranger who cld be potential rapists...........and then james was there so he pulled him into the discussion as well. lucky james i good at that. saved himself from dad's barking.

sigh*

but i was pretty happy last night:

we had mum's taiwanese steamboat (:

and i was happy

and du, chad and i sang the connie song!!

except i missed out on the major bit cos connie stuffed my comp up while trying to 'l' our "singing" off the screen. LOL

i had to restart my comp twice

:P

but WOOT for Du/Yo/Yoda/dingdangdong who started the connie thing

i was actually planning to do that but never got around it until the convers window popped up (:
ook

nerd time: maths

sigh im so not going to get thru revising/previewing my sch work considering i chatted away till past 12 yesterday.

but i got barked at this morning for getting my rightful amt of 10hrs sleep.

lalalala

and i think i have a sore throat omg

but haribo lollies are good

okkk

there a picture up there: if u havent seen it

passed a random's picture blog 2 days ago. he's got some pretty good pictures. photographer i guess. so i accepted mailing ins for the "daily dose of imagery" that emails me a photo tt he uploads each day.

so far i like the ones of the city - toronto.

montreal ones look quite old

but then again photography-wise i like it all

<-- i really miss you guys + thai express at the esplanade december 2006

haha hope everyone's ok prep-ing for exams i think??!

(dont tell me you cant recognise/remember me HINT: noon ling (left), audrey (right), xin yun (polo shirt....) hahahahaha

(scroll back to the purple post & we were talking about this occasion)

yess i remember you olly --> i guess you were more olivia then lol

how did you find me anyway? this is weird. but i love to get tagged cos i never am.

omg dad's been limiting my wireless connection...aka internet usage

totally sux

holidays r the time to chat away and thanx to my bro i was able to get on....

kitchen tap leaking so entire phone + adsl thing is on the floor beside tv now...

dad refused to connect it and my tv plug is the slanted type..but my ingenious bro just....

and we went to 3 places today and all the shops were closed!! the entire shopping mall, ikea, and the furniture shops were closed for easter sunday.

so boring!!

its nice how im meeting long ago pple on cyberspace tho..like vivien from mansfield and XIN YUN!! ahahahah

you poor things with exams...i was a poor thing just a week ago...: P le bacc ist sehr sehr tough!!

why IB, you are so so cruel to us....i need to get back to my former homework and exam crunching standards in singapore... i dont think ill make it though :(

hopefully ill go movie watching and plan a social life for myself!! there's this sch near my home and their signboard for the hols says: life is like an ice cream, enjoy it....etc etc yea sure enjoy it before it melts...mine's already deformed and melted away.

why do i think (or you are) everyone else is having a good time?

du asked me why i keep complaining abt australia being boring...he thought i was born here lol

thank god i havent been here all along!!!!

++ i might not go back this year!! :( my bro has to do national service cos his passport is abt to expire and he wont be able to go back unless we pay $75 000 I THINK!

and ill have to mugggggg in prep for my final year of high school!!

i really cant imagine myself being a cosmetic dentist but really...sigh*

a few pple have been telling me abt their dreams and aspirations (haha) and its pretty interesting...

and my mum thinks debussy is jazz?? omg. i mean jazz is cool and debussy is really RANDOM.

how can you mix them up?

jessica

im bored im bored im bored
why is noone online??
its easter hols and NOONE is online?
prob have much betta thingz to do.
met vivien on cyberspace today...maybe going to watch a movie/lunch?
anything will be good to prevent me from dying of boredom!!

WHY DOES EVERYONE ELSE HAVE SUCH INTERESTING LIVES?
tell me if im wrong lol

who is 'olly' by the way... im guessing ur from spore but im not sure who the hell you are...

im just so bored... i guess my other friends are:
eg connie has totally devoted her time to STEPMANIA omg i shld have got that off some1 before the hols

and du is watching an entire series of canto old kung fu movies which are translated into viet......

i dont have betta thingz to do...i shld really organize a social life for myself!!

~whee

this is quite funny lol




animal winter games canada vs polar bears in ice hockey (:

one more week to the end of term!!
just got home --> for some reason dad was really cool when i told him i might have fluked my chem test...o.O" quite suspicious
should i go to my youth thing?
i need a break!!
slept at 1 last night
i think i did allright in german and english even though i didnt quite finish my essay
just dumped a conclusion in lol
i feel like going back to singapore.........
the hols are too short
2 weeks is nothing you cant go anywhere
they shld give longer hols to pple who work harder, take 2 buses/train & climb hills to school
not pple who get driven and are just plain rich ;(
3 more tests to go biol maths and german writing thing.


i really dont know what to say................
my life has changed so much
im such a lazy ass now
o.O
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why has the weekend gone my so soon??
ive only been bludging, slacking, tarting whatever you call it on my tablet

lalala* not cool
have german speaking test, written production (whatever that is), chem and eng test this week!!
at least theyre not summative
just purely for my midterm report

sigh*

my cousin jack...you poor thing
break my heart staying up till past 4am for sch science fair....
sigh**

o.O
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jessICA

i miss you noon ling!!!
yea... haha remember how we played out the thai express guy at the esplanade...
then we went to orachard to get shirts for my frens lol
they really like it haha the fungi patches...
and the time we spent walking under the bird poo water dripping area lololololol

i really missed you my singaporean friends this week ie audrey (i asked you for advice on dogs this wk), noon (you tagged me!!), i dont know abt xinyun hahaha, chenyang (for some reason ive been reading & tagging your blog)

sigh* sometimes im quite sad heh...

i wont talk abt my life... there's no point. actually i will.

i went back to my old sch for their Music in March instrumental concert...only the big band and jazz combo were really good...and chorale was surprisingly good.

but salute to sandy and damo who did exceptionally well!!!!

love you everyone!!

jessica

i have a business test tmrw on an entire module - 6 chps!!
ive been really slack recently esp tonight
i hope i wont screw the exam up while my mind has taken to other things such as
movie previews and my sweet sporean friends :)

all i can say besides that is that im tired and i dont want to take anymore hour long bus trips twice a day just to get to my sch..........
why is life so difficult??!
waking up at 6 ish every morning is no fun...
the IB program is no fun either
i hate myself
my dog hates me too...it ran off with the neighbour and it even had the same dinner i had tonight
sigh sigh**

"P
where are you when i need you?
this is so gay

i hate this!!! there was an error and everything disppeared!!
anyway the house warming was great and we're all fine
and i wont bother saying anything else

o.O
___

sleepy
zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz
anyway auddie did you know elijah wood was a maths and music nerd?
i just found out yesterday...
haha its quite funny

house warming just now...
it was great!!!
carmen and her paronoia for mosquitoes, jack whose foot got "broken" by fat rashaun...
etcetc
and how my dog Mue doesnt like me....
i guess that's reality
but its long since i had a party and its really awesome'

yesterday i found out elijah wood was a maths and music nerd...haha
and there's this youtube thing...chopin waltz in e minor -->pretty good
i cant play as fast as that guy but he's really fluent and the best in the list of chopin waltz pple haha... there's others where pple are videoed playing in pjs etc and one where the pianist doesnt use the sustained pedal... and one where the fingers dont even match the music played...lol

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=5GGXH9tWI0A
chopin waltz in e minor

and Faure elegy (cello) by Julian Lloyd Webber
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=NhTqkl_RjTs


enjoy!!
<3
o.O
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sleepy...zzz

hey guys,
email jack and damo whom i saw unexpectedly in the past week
and i realised i really really miss them!!

life hasnt been too great with late nights mostly distracted by messenger.
i hope this will stop so i can get better sleep + better shoulder and leg strength
and better bus trip tolerance...
:P
if you know what the time is im posting this is 12:16 AM!!!!!!!!!!!
i have my cello lesson tomorrow (or today) so that's another early morning
someone help me
i know you really love me too... please give me 27 hr day or sth..
no, that will make me more tired........




anyways my house warming is on sunday
and if you do not already know i have a 6 mth old female german shepard for 1 week already!!
AND my grandpa and uncle from TAIWAN is here for a two week visit
and im going to bed right now....

-.-
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we got our tablets!! and i got wireless broadband and satellite TV and am now in my new house in Rochedale!! :)
having fun but this sure is a distraction...
hope jack does well in his grd8 piano this sunday!!go jack
ill be going back to mansfield for Concert in March
so thats cool.

luv you so much
thanx noon for placing photo with me on friendster!!
<3
o.O
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Camp afterthoughts
(you have to read the previous post before this one)

camp was rather fun doing excitable things never done before.
i remember mentioning to Lindon during the rockclimb (while he was telling me what and where a foothold was) that this camp wasnt asian-friendly (ie designed for asians like me) ... rory heard about it later on and told me not to be too harsh to myself and that i looked pretty depressed.

hahahaahahahahaa
nope
the camp was really fun, it just took me way out of my comfort zone... and i did loose a whole heap of self-consciousness through it (you must have realised it: because of not looking into a mirror for 4 days... everyone was telling me how ____ i looked sleeping with my mouth open on the bus trip back)

haha

had mcdonald's for dinner and spent quite a while in the washroom oogling at sparkling toilets without a scent and wide mirrors

and that was about it i guess
haha

hey everyone
thanks for your valentines while i was away on camp
love you lot heaps
singaporeans rule!! haha

we had an outback camp from tues to friday out on the border of new south wales
6hrs drive from brisbane
just imagine non-flushing toilets and non-sheltered showers which you have to boil water for a bath and no electricity at all...you'll get the image of the typical (or not so typical) australian bush campsite.

we canoed, gps navigated, drove twister buggies in the mud and rain, full on rock climbed, learnt how to control a small, slow motorboat, and did a 4 km hike before coming back to civilisation last night.

continued above

first week of school......the only downhill point is that webb makes australian jokes so i dont get them at all which makes chemistry the most confusing thing on earth.

have to finish english novel by the start of the week so thats not good either

i think the only thing thats really interesting is talking to people and German classes
have you seen Mrs Russell and her handbags? both are really organised and her bags are like le purfect tissue dispensers which in turn impresses us each time she sophisticatedly pulls tissues out of her bag to wipe the board. but besides the o.O tissue dispensing German is actually the most interesting class of all because we learn something totally new......LoL

justin was smart enough not to attend le family meetings des mentor cujes because it was excitingly boring. *sigh* here comes another of those oxymorons from english's poetic devices
hahahahaaha. however fiona kindly dragged me into it because i evidently wasnt listening/ forgot.

maybe i shldnt put this on my learning place homepg...hahaha


i was so happy yesterday was friday cos i got 2 more hours of sleep this morn! till 8.30 am that is but it wasnt that satisfying cos i had this crazy dream of my (or someone's) grandmother becoming some half dead serial killer who revived or sth.......even though she is nowhere in australia. im referring to the one in taiwan that is.. but that was all a veh veh bad thought and i shall then chuck it out of my head..

anyway its time to go back to business management IB questions and then reading thru the 1st chpter of maths on the cd and later trying my best to consume english book-type stolen children and their stories and so on.......

btw i hardly update this page here reagardless me knowing i have to sometime later or regardless of how many times you ask me to....

o.O
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hey im back
the tv antenna is spoilt so i cant even watch tv
imagine how boring it can be
didnt get to see noon again before leaving singapore and i still have things i want to buy
lol
i have to try to find out a way to get to my new school...
i dont like the idea of taking a bus...

and i still remember falling all over other people while taking the mrt in singapore...lol
and no being able to find my purse in my bag when i got on the bus with audrey and xin yun
hahaha

we brought back 25 peices of luggage!!!
very good achievement

have to move in march - newly bought house under renovation now
hopefully mum's side relatives will come visit then...


hope to meet up with connie before induction...
so at least someone can recognise me if i can find her at that new school

you know how i had my hair short
its even shorter now
and i changed glasses too

oh and noon - you know how we went walking into all the posh shops at paragon
and you tried on some weird shoes at novo
well before i went to taiwan i managed to get two pairs -
the silver flat soled ones and the green astronaut feet ones by melissa

haha
have to wake up early tmrw for medical checkup requirement for visa

on tues morning we went there too
i got dragged into the hiv blood test cos im 15
i so didnt expect it!!
the doctor's like... hmmm you dont have any veins appearing
then she jabbed the needle in but no blood came out.
she had to jabb another one in for a second try
there was very little blood coming out
and she put "difficult collection" on the sheet attached to the blood sample
my dad was like... what kind of species are you??